memories with you again

I never have smiled so big in such a long time. I always dreamed about what would happen if i were to run into you again... How i would act, how i would run into your arms and give you a Hug. You would then scope me up and Cary me around and we would catch up our lives. But that's not what happened.
I saw you, by surprise. I was busy talking and doing stuff in my own world when all of a sudden i hear "turn around.." And so i do. And i turn around right into you. my face goes blank, my mind is prossing so many things. You chuckle a warm lovely  laugh and smile at my expressions i make. The only thing is say is " you, you've gotten taller.." Which you have, like you were towering over me. You always were taller then me but this was too tall! You cut your long wavy hair to a short messy cut. It was cute. in fact you were handsome, and amazing! I still wasn't talking much because i didn't know what to say. Your eyes just danced when they met mine and you kept grinning. Finally my friend steps in and says "Whats new with you?" And then i remember, you were at my school. You had left this school, what were you doing at his party/festival?
You say you came with your friend who goes here and you stopped to say hi. I wanted to run up and hug you like in my mind, but i stood still. I asked how was your school and we chatted some more. My friend had to leave so me and my friends walked her out.  I left you with  your "bro" and i started to talk about you to my friends. They were all excited and shocked just as me, but i was more shocked. It felt so good to see you, i kept thinking about you all day. Most of my friends left, but i had one good  girlfriend with me and we found you again. We talked more and caught up with each others lives. I can't get your face out of my head.
 I went to sleep that night, thinking about you and then i started wondering on the "What ifs"
what if you never left - would we still be existing? What if we were still a couple? Would we still be happy and hugging during class break? I think back and i think that we could have lasted, i think that its because of  the long distance. But were still in the place, but different schools... :(
It was so good to see you. your humor hasn't changed and you made me laugh again. That was my favorite trate from you. You can make me laugh,and you were kind, and understanding and just... Amazing.
I wish there wasn't a big X on ex boyfriend.  We could have lasted. I bet. I miss you. I thought i was over it but  all the memories came back .

I'm gonna stop because i might cry. I wish i could see you in the hallways and i remember how i would dress up just to see if you noticed. I remember, you were the first guy who called me beautiful. The only guy who said that. I will never forget.

~Sweet_But_Deadly