WOW. Followers( update)

WOW. This is all i can say, WOW! I have gained at least 3 extra followers! I'm so excited. Because of this, i'm going to try to blog more.
 ( i couldn't because... 1. blogger won't load.. 2. too much hw, little time. 3. lazy!)
So, i'm gonna catch you newbies in my life, and sum up how my little "crush" love thing is going on.
so, um, where to begin. Well.. There's this one guy, who this blog first started about. He is very cute, nice, funny, smart, speaks his mind ... and so amazing. So, I started blogging about him when the school year started because i though I was over him a bit over the summer, but when i saw him again my heart leaped. Anywho- we've been talking a lot, flirting, hanging out and everything is going great.. till that little pain hurts you when you think that "he" likes someone else. So i was a bit down for a few weeks but my friends took me to ou schools "festival/party" to get me back up.... you want to know what happened.... I RAN IN TO MY EX!?!
You see... (flashback) I had this one guy, very amazing person, who was my first boyfriend. we lasted for about a year, and maybe 3/4. And then he had to leave schools, tried to make it work, failed, broke up, sad,.... and then over him. And i really was over him, but when i turned around and ran into him...
All the memories came back, and he had gotten a lot cutter! And, so we hung out some more. ( just as friends) but it felt like more. He then invited me and his friend to go to his schools Football game ( my first one) and it was awesome. He made me laugh so much and it was good to be with him, the only thing was,he wasn't mine.
:( ...
so people at his school kept asking who he was taking to Homecoming, and he was single and he said " didn't know" and blah - blah.. cut tot he chase. SO, this one girl says that he should take her friend, gave him her number and next thing u know, pictures are up with him and her and he is in a relationship! ( turns out he almost wanted to ask me but thought it odd since we go to different schools. )
so- for a while i can't get him out of my head, and that interferes with me and my crush .. .
so i really don't know what to do.
should i just stop- no boys for a while - or keep waiting for one of them....
please PLZ! leave a comment and tell me what you think. Thanks so much!

- its scary cuz the dance is coming up and idk wat to do!


~Sweet_But_deadly

ps. hope this post makes up for me not blogging in a while... :)